November 24, 2012
I lost my dear friend today.. and she is also one of my family member.
I've never been so sad. I tried to cheer myself up, but it's too hard.
She's still so young, around 20's.
Born on November, also passed away on November.
It's shocking..
The saddest part is.. she never had a chance to become a mother.. You know, she loves her young month unborn 'son' so much.
She died and so did her baby..
Few days ago she went to my house, we were still talking about her and her baby.
So sad, really.. seeing her in that condition.
When her family waved goodbye from the car windows,
I got a bad feeling..
If I suddenly got this feeling, I always becoming aware
because, most of the times, it will happen.
Some words came to my mind,
"this is probably the last day I saw her"
"this is probably a goodbye forever"
"i don't know when we will meet again"
"i hope my feeling is not true"
But I tried to stay happy and smile, laughing, encouraging her and her family.
When her family waved goodbye from the car windows,
I got a bad feeling..
If I suddenly got this feeling, I always becoming aware
because, most of the times, it will happen.
Some words came to my mind,
"this is probably the last day I saw her"
"this is probably a goodbye forever"
"i don't know when we will meet again"
"i hope my feeling is not true"
But I tried to stay happy and smile, laughing, encouraging her and her family.
I couldn't eat and sleep well after that.
And yesterday I had a bad feeling again, I don't know why.
I know she was taken to hospital and after the surgery she's still conscious..
But life.. something that we can't persuade..
But life.. something that we can't persuade..
Sono tabi ni watashi wo tsuyoku shiteyuku
Ano hi deaenakereba anata wo shiranakatta
Atari mae da keredo sonna guuzen ga ureshii no
Mou ikanakucha time to say goodbye
Ichiban no egao de
Wakare no kazu dake tsuyoku natteyuku
Hitomi wo tojite itsudemo aeru
Atataka na omoide itsumademo mune no naka
Junsui na kimochi wo omoidasasete kureta egao
Saigo wa kiss de time to say goodbye
Arigatou wo komete
Deaete yokatta mata itsuka aeru
Wasurenai you ni dakishimeatte
Hanaretemo mae yori mo anata issho ni iru kara
Ima watashi mae muite arukidaseru yo
Wakare no kazu dake tsuyoku natteyuku
Hitomi wo tojite itsudemo aeru
Saigo wa kiss de time to say goodbye
その度に私を 強くしてゆく
あの日出逢えなければ あなたを知らなかった
当たり前だけれど そんな偶然が嬉しいの
もう行かなくちゃ time to say goodbye
1番の笑顔で
別れの数だけ強くなってゆく
瞳を閉じて いつでも会える
あたたかな想い出 いつまでも胸の中
純粋な気持ちを 思い出させてくれた笑顔
最後はkissで time to say goodbye
ありがとうを込めて
出逢えてよかった またいつか会える
忘れないように 抱きしめあって
離れても前よりも あなた一緒に居るから
今 私 前向いて 歩き出せるよ
別れの数だけ強くなってゆく
瞳を閉じて いつでも会える
最後はkissで time to say goodbye
Made me stronger.
If I hadn't met you then, I wouldn't know you.
It seems obvious, but I'm glad that coincidence happened.
I've got to go, time to say goodbye
With my best smile.
The sheer number of partings makes me stronger.
If we close our eyes, we can see each other anytime.
These warm memories will always reside in my heart
That smile that gave me those pure feelings.
With one last kiss, time to say goodbye
Full of gratitude
I'm glad I met you. We'll meet again someday.
Hold me so we never forget.
Even if we're apart, you're with me, even more than before
Now, I can walk forward, looking towards the future.
The sheer number of partings makes me stronger.
If we close our eyes, we can see each other anytime.
With one last kiss, time to say goodbye
this song is dedicated for you..
RIP my dear friend,
Goodbye..
Your kindness and everything will always remain in my heart, forever..
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